Blog Challenge Day 12

Write the last dream you remember having.

The last dream I remember having.

This dream was about a week ago. I had started thinking about my blog and how I wanted to get back into the PTSD side of my life. My head was going super fast, a mile a minute, trying to figure out what I wanted to share. I know one of the things that kept sticking out was my loss of memory. Well, that thought stuck with me I guess and followed me off to dreamland.

I dream’t I was by myself in my car in my hometown of Winnipeg, which is odd because I haven’t lived there for over 20 years. But I guess this is a dream so let’s go with it. I was in the parking lot, for those of you that know Winnipeg, it was in the old DJ’s/ Icabods parking lot, used to be a Zellers there also, way back in the day.

I was there trying to get something done on my car. From what I recall, I was trying to drop my car off, go to the movies, then come back and get my car. The dream is just in bits and pieces but I remember coming back to this parking lot trying to find my car and my mind was blank. I looked everywhere and I could not find the car. I assumed it had to be there, I couldn’t remember exactly where I had parked. It was hard to know if it was just my memory or if it was stolen. I felt like such an idiot. I made a few phone calls, I remember that nobody seemed to think it was a big deal. I remember just being there stranded and alone.
When I woke in the morning I had an awful feeling. I knew it was a dream I checked my car was here everything was fine. Even though I knew it was a dream I still couldn’t shake that awful feeling. That awful feeling of standing there all alone not really remembering what it happened. Not knowing where I parked the car, not being able to explain to the police where I parked the car. Wondering if it was stolen. I just felt completely alone and completely crazy for lack of better words.
Now I know people forget things. I know people have crazy dreams. I know this was just a dream, what was hard about this one was I couldn’t shake that icky feeling.

I don’t know if some of you out there reading this are dream analyzers, lol, it would be kind of interesting to hear if somebody had some feedback from you! Anyways that is my most recent dream that I remember, thankfully it wasn’t too horrific and sorry it wasn’t a funnier dream. OR maybe it was funny!! lol, It kind of is looking back at it now!

Until next time my friends, be kind to yourself and look out for others! xo